LoP Guest  Wrote:

I live in my own little world where I make all my own rules. If it wasn't for the news and internet discussions I really wouldn't know what's going on out there in the world, not that it really matters though within my own little world. First step to escaping mind control is to turn off teevee. Second, declare yourself free and a citizen of Earth (as opposed to part of a gang). Third, stop funding that gang. Forth, Forth, begin doing your own thing, make jour own terms and rules, and have fun.

Steal your internet connection?

No. I make a good income in my little world because I decide how much I'm worth and paid. It doesn't work that way when you live in someone world.

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barbsat  Wrote:

When you are a bullied outcast as a child you grow up hating the conformists who tormented you and the authority figures who protected them. You begin to see society as a construct that awards obedience and punishes those who are different. You then begin to question everything.

Get out of my head!!

No, actually you are correct, but for me the experience was a different in one single formative way. A cop told me at age fourteen that his hands were essentially tied in resolving the issue of the neighborhood bully. But he went on to tell me I could resolve the issue of the neighborhood bully myself and I would never hear a word from the police about it.

Damn if he wasn't right!!

I had two major moments like that as a kid. One at age 7 and another at age 8. I was raised by my divorced mother and had a father who seldom came around or got involved. Once when he did was after doing some work for people who ran a summer camp on the water for children of the rich. This was in Connecticut so you know the kind of rich I mean. My father traded the work he did for my being able to attend that camp.

The camp was on Long Island Sound. I didn't fit in at all and was a quiet kid who never hurt anyone. One day during free swim the son of "good Christian parents" came up behind me and tried to drown me. I was near death when I grabbed his balls and attempted to twist them off. Of course I was the one who was told I had done wrong and my parents would be notified. That the kid who tried to kill me came from important parents and I must be the one telling lies.

Next my head began to hurt and I asked for help. Again I was told that kids don't get headaches and was told to shut up. The next day my head was worse and my left eye was swelling shut. The doctor misdiagnosed it, gave me Darvon and sent me home to die.

My mom at last took me to another doctor who took an xray. Sinus abscess! I had surgery that same day and the doctor who did the surgery said I had hours to live if not for the surgery. I was in the hospital for a week. The kid who tried to drown me and caused the water to get into my sinuses was never punished.

At 8 three teachers took me aside and told me they saw what I did. I asked what I did and they said not to lie about it because all three of them saw me. I was confused and again asked what I did.

They said we saw you crossing the street away from the crossing guard. I will never forget it because I was innocent. They must have seen a kid my height and build who wore the same coat.

Another lesser incident was when we had a test far above grade level I scored 100% on. They kept me after school and made me repeat the test as they watched because I could never have aced a test like that. I again scored 100%.

My entire childhood was like that. One thing after the other where I was let down by authority and in many cases far smarter than the so called adults in charge of me.

Luvapottamus  Wrote:

LoP Guest  Wrote:

I live in my own little world where I make all my own rules. If it wasn't for the news and internet discussions I really wouldn't know what's going on out there in the world, not that it really matters though within my own little world. First step to escaping mind control is to turn off teevee. Second, declare yourself free and a citizen of Earth (as opposed to part of a gang). Third, stop funding that gang. Forth, Forth, begin doing your own thing, make jour own terms and rules, and have fun.

Steal your internet connection?

No. I make a good income in my little world because I decide how much I'm worth and paid. It doesn't work that way when you live in someone world.

I've never been one for authority.

Who says any of you have?

Amber  Wrote:

I've never been one for authority.

Same here. Whenever the IRS tries to mess with me, I ask them for that note from my creator that gives these "other" f*cking humans authority over me and the right to impose involuntary servitude servitude upon me.

I take the moral highroad here. Unless I am their property, and they can prove it, all authoritarians need to f*ck off because I "will" fight till death for my inalienable right to be as free as a bird and not part of some damn stupid ass clan, gang, nation, etc.

No other f*cking human rules my life. Challenge me on this and one of us will die.

I'm arguably one of the most gullible idiots on the planet. Got suckered into many MLM schemes, am usually the last one to get the joke in the room, have literally zero to nil wit, and once had a bf make me a tshirt that read, "I suffer from CRS, can't remember shit."

For me, it took crying to God flat on my face for Him to reveal to me the truth bc I sensed something was "off" in the churches. Yes, they do control the churches too.