Jalira  Wrote:

You all probably know about that thread at TOP about the archons and the deep net. If not I would suggest reading it. Well between that and personally nosing around the Internet, I am starting to believe. My personal experiences and thoughts validate this lately.

At first I thought it was interesting and funny. I figured it would be cool but would I really ever want to leave the matrix? I love my doggy and drinking red wine, etc. Something about realizing everyone around you was simply a program made me sad, "no way" I thought.

Well I have been learning more and monitoring my thoughts, feelings, reactions and the reactions of others. Well it's pretty freaky when "programmed" thoughts happen. Or when you are feeling good and happy and the people in your life start doing or saying things to bring you back down. Or when out of nowhere you are doing something you had no intention of doing.

When you start to notice all this and control your thoughts better, it seems the programmed thoughts and happenings ramp up and get meaner, self doubt, aloofness, helplessness.

Part of me still thinks it's crazy, but all that sadness of being truly alone has gone away. I am ready to leave the matrix and everything in it I love.

Just wanted to see if there is anyone here feeling the same or noticing these strangenesses...

I was thinking about this last night.

Back in the 1990's I use to try and get rid of all the advertising in my house, and I would either remove, scrape off, or cover over all the self-advertising products I could see.

I finally had to give it up because it became too difficult, not to mention I started to spend my winters living on a tropical beach away from all advertising and mass media.

Even if you could eliminate all the mental programming around you, you would still be exposed via the people who have been mentally programmed.

It’s almost impossible to escaping it now, short of living in an isolated underground city, or becoming a hermit.

Because of technology humanity is becoming more and more like what the writer of Star Trek dreamed up, the Borg, where a single person, or small group, mentally control the “collective” via technology. In our world it has worked so well that the “collective” no longer believes human activity has any impact on the environment, or the health of the “collective.” Cancer is a magical disease that has nothing to do with diesel emissions, pesticides, etc., so it can not be cured by eliminating the causes, it can only be cured via drug corporations.

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Jalira  Wrote:

You all probably know about that thread at TOP about the archons and the deep net. If not I would suggest reading it. Well between that and personally nosing around the Internet, I am starting to believe. My personal experiences and thoughts validate this lately.

At first I thought it was interesting and funny. I figured it would be cool but would I really ever want to leave the matrix? I love my doggy and drinking red wine, etc. Something about realizing everyone around you was simply a program made me sad, "no way" I thought.

Well I have been learning more and monitoring my thoughts, feelings, reactions and the reactions of others. Well it's pretty freaky when "programmed" thoughts happen. Or when you are feeling good and happy and the people in your life start doing or saying things to bring you back down. Or when out of nowhere you are doing something you had no intention of doing.

When you start to notice all this and control your thoughts better, it seems the programmed thoughts and happenings ramp up and get meaner, self doubt, aloofness, helplessness.

Part of me still thinks it's crazy, but all that sadness of being truly alone has gone away. I am ready to leave the matrix and everything in it I love.

Just wanted to see if there is anyone here feeling the same or noticing these strangenesses...

I was thinking about this last night.

Back in the 1990's I use to try and get rid of all the advertising in my house, and I would either remove, scrape off, or cover over all the self-advertising products I could see.

I finally had to give it up because it became too difficult, not to mention I started to spend my winters living on a tropical beach away from all advertising and mass media.

Even if you could eliminate all the mental programming around you, you would still be exposed via the people who have been mentally programmed.

It’s almost impossible to escaping it now, short of living in an isolated underground city, or becoming a hermit.

Because of technology humanity is becoming more and more like what the writer of Star Trek dreamed up, the Borg, where a single person, or small group, mentally control the “collective” via technology. In our world it has worked so well that the “collective” no longer believes human activity has any impact on the environment, or the health of the “collective.” Cancer is a magical disease that has nothing to do with diesel emissions, pesticides, etc., so it can not be cured by eliminating the causes, it can only be cured via drug corporations.

You really can’t blame people for joining the “collective,” because it’s a social thing, and the human animal is very social. Writers and authors can warn us about it, but what can you do really? Collectives have always self-destructed out of delusional desires. It’s just this time around it will be on a much grander scale because of global mass media.

I was thinking about it for hours last night. One strange thing that happened, I had to stay in a hotel and was just fine surfing the net. I had a thought, "I miss my people, I'm lonely, I should turn on the tv to feel less alone."

So I turn it on, all of a sudden I was hypnotized by a commercial. I tore myself away realizing the situation. I clicked onto something on the net that led me to a video about the frame rate of tv flashing putting your brain into alpha state. Synchronicity.

Then it makes me think what has happened to lead me down this whole path, can anything be trusted?

And for that matter, how do we know anything is real? We read the news, but it could all be not only bullshit, but totally nonexistent as well.

Sorry y'all I'm just a newb at this matrix stuff, no hacking skills, but I am noticing some weird stuff and realizing things may not be as they seem, and many are deceived

You all probably know about that thread at TOP about the archons and the deep net. If not I would suggest reading it. Well between that and personally nosing around the Internet, I am starting to believe. My personal experiences and thoughts validate this lately.

At first I thought it was interesting and funny. I figured it would be cool but would I really ever want to leave the matrix? I love my doggy and drinking red wine, etc. Something about realizing everyone around you was simply a program made me sad, "no way" I thought.

Well I have been learning more and monitoring my thoughts, feelings, reactions and the reactions of others. Well it's pretty freaky when "programmed" thoughts happen. Or when you are feeling good and happy and the people in your life start doing or saying things to bring you back down. Or when out of nowhere you are doing something you had no intention of doing.

When you start to notice all this and control your thoughts better, it seems the programmed thoughts and happenings ramp up and get meaner, self doubt, aloofness, helplessness.

Part of me still thinks it's crazy, but all that sadness of being truly alone has gone away. I am ready to leave the matrix and everything in it I love.

Just wanted to see if there is anyone here feeling the same or noticing these strangenesses...

Yes, it is a matrix, of sorts.

Do things push at us, act mean to us? Yes.

So what's the solution?

Realizing that the bible, though corrupt, is true. In the end days the demons will become more active, more pushy, and that if you don't have God in you, then they could use you more than normal. They can kind of push you to say and do things, by using your negative thoughts, but trust me, they don't possess you if God is in you.

These pushy spirits help you strengthen your mind to push back, which is exactly what you are doing. But push back with resolve and love both, never hate.

It's hard to practice what I preach, but I damn well try anyway.

One thing is for certain, these pushy things don't like it when you call on Jesus (Joshua), the son of God. That should tell a person something right there.

Good luck, be more loving and positive, call on God, and shed some of your light into the hearts of others, and the pushy spirits won't have as much negative emotions in others to work with, and it will make your outer world even better.

I was thinking about it for hours last night. One strange thing that happened, I had to stay in a hotel and was just fine surfing the net. I had a thought, "I miss my people, I'm lonely, I should turn on the tv to feel less alone."

So I turn it on, all of a sudden I was hypnotized by a commercial. I tore myself away realizing the situation. I clicked onto something on the net that led me to a video about the frame rate of tv flashing putting your brain into alpha state. Synchronicity.

Then it makes me think what has happened to lead me down this whole path, can anything be trusted?

And for that matter, how do we know anything is real? We read the news, but it could all be not only bullshit, but totally nonexistent as well.

Sorry y'all I'm just a newb at this matrix stuff, no hacking skills, but I am noticing some weird stuff and realizing things may not be as they seem, and many are deceived

Guest 44595 I wonder the same thing myself. That thought I had last night was clearly a programmed thought. I have lived alone before and just did my own thing, only desiring to talk to other people every few weeks. I swear something is putting thoughts in my brain...

Other guest thanks for the link! I will read it for sure! I read the first few sentences and yes, I feel like I'm being misdirected as f*ck. Even down to my boyfriend with all this time travel shit. I can't make heads or tails of it!

Part of me still thinks it's crazy, but all that sadness of being truly alone has gone away. I am ready to leave the matrix and everything in it I love.

Jalira  Wrote:

I was thinking about it for hours last night. One strange thing that happened, I had to stay in a hotel and was just fine surfing the net. I had a thought, "I miss my people, I'm lonely, I should turn on the tv to feel less alone."

So I turn it on, all of a sudden I was hypnotized by a commercial. I tore myself away realizing the situation. I clicked onto something on the net that led me to a video about the frame rate of tv flashing putting your brain into alpha state. Synchronicity.

Then it makes me think what has happened to lead me down this whole path, can anything be trusted?

And for that matter, how do we know anything is real? We read the news, but it could all be not only bullshit, but totally nonexistent as well.

Sorry y'all I'm just a newb at this matrix stuff, no hacking skills, but I am noticing some weird stuff and realizing things may not be as they seem, and many are deceived

After leaving my ex-girlfriend in Northwestern India (long story), the day after the Iraq War started, all I could think about was getting out of India, because of the fear of getting stuck there, and being all alone in a country without any soul groups.

Now I have to wonder, is it my physical body (chemical needs) that desires companionship, or my soul that desires companionship?