My CPK : /
and this time kidney damage and my liver enzymes=elevated
talk about starting all over again with no answers
isolated doesn't even begin to describe how I feel because no one can tell me what "this" is
12 minute cardio exercise caused this
not an earthquake crush injury
not a massive heart attack
a cardio exercise caused my (now 4th) diagnosis of Rhabdomyolysis(in less than 2 years)
now I get to see a Nephrologist too (yay)
and have a scan of my spinal cord and brain to check for MS and Devic's disease(doubt I have this last one, first one maybe could be hope not but want answers but god I hope not)
alls I know?
I'm 32, not overweight, otherwise healthy, was in the military and never had a problem before ie: running, marching, drills, training etc but now...
my muscles are deteriorating and breaking down whenever the f*ck they feel like it, it's cause and effect--meaning the muscles I use or accessory muscles involved are the ones that seemingly "break" down after the fact and release these toxins, then causes kidney problems(at least with me)
woe is me right?
Am I being whiny? Well maybe I am idk but really I just feel isolated as f*ck---and just really alone---because every doctor I have seen is scratching their head and can't figure this out, no other patients like this meaning they can pinpoint the underlying cause where as in my case, they can not, makes no sense they say---and I've already been to John's Hopkins Myositis Center--no luck there! And I keep hearing "you're kind of an extra-ordinary patient" or "this is odd" or "we can't explain this" today even my Neurologist said "I just don't know what the hell this is" and all my scouring of the interwebs are a bust.
I put it on the back burner because of my kids, I focus so much on thier school maybe too much just because I really want them to do well but when I'm like told U GO TA HASPITAL NAO OR ALSE DYE(sic intended) I'm forced to think about my health because I can't really be there for them if I'm not "there" (here?) uknowwutimean
K end rant!
fml and my stupid looks fine on the outside rotting on the inside body
oh and f*ck IV therapy(it is annoying, long and makes me swell, have to pee alot and bother the nurses to unhook me to go piss) but at least I'm not on dialysis--and I hope it doesn't get to that point
I've seen fistula's I don't want one :(