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Sick and tired of all this shit
Kill the Matrix
Misanthrope
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06-02-2012 08:44 AM

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Sick and tired of all this shit
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I am sick and tired of being forced into situations where I have to choose between shitty option number one and shitty option number two. I am tired to searching for answers when there doesn't seem to be any. I am tired of assholes and evil f*cks always winning.

I don't want to be here. I hate this planet. I am sick of other people creating drama in my life. I want to be left alone, but that seems impossible. I have resigned myself to the accepting the fact that there is no real happiness in this life. My only hope is that I get to check out early.

“Doubt not that there is a judgment day where every foul deed and deal of death will be brought to light, and justice will be meted out to the perpetrators in a most satisfying, and eternal fashion.”
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Currahee
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06-02-2012 08:48 AM

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Tissue Hang in there man. There's always the ups and downs. Hard to see the hilltops from the valleys.

HeartflowersHugsPeace

“You don’t want to become so open-minded that the wind can whistle between your ears.” ~Terence McKenna
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blind prophet
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06-02-2012 08:51 AM

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The problem is, the pursuit of happiness is all you are promised, and even that is going away for some.

Maybe try to help others as a career, or spend more time with the family.

"This is for the fallen...!" "Some just can't wait to die..."
"I wanted to change the world...but I changed nothing...that's my story."

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RE: Sick and tired of all this shit
Kill the Matrix  Wrote: (06-02-2012 08:44 AM)
I am sick and tired of being forced into situations where I have to choose between shitty option number one and shitty option number two. I am tired to searching for answers when there doesn't seem to be any. I am tired of assholes and evil f*cks always winning.

I don't want to be here. I hate this planet. I am sick of other people creating drama in my life. I want to be left alone, but that seems impossible. I have resigned myself to the accepting the fact that there is no real happiness in this life. My only hope is that I get to check out early.

There is always something good ... may as well stick around and see what the hell that good thing is ... what ya got to lose ... Ppig giving up early only allows the shit storm to be more important ...

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vintagevixen
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06-02-2012 08:53 AM

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I know.

WE must endure, is the key.

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Motherduck
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JH Unplugged  Wrote: (06-02-2012 08:52 AM)
Kill the Matrix  Wrote: (06-02-2012 08:44 AM)
I am sick and tired of being forced into situations where I have to choose between shitty option number one and shitty option number two. I am tired to searching for answers when there doesn't seem to be any. I am tired of assholes and evil f*cks always winning.

I don't want to be here. I hate this planet. I am sick of other people creating drama in my life. I want to be left alone, but that seems impossible. I have resigned myself to the accepting the fact that there is no real happiness in this life. My only hope is that I get to check out early.

There is always something good ... may as well stick around and see what the hell that good thing is ... what ya got to lose ... Ppig giving up early only allows the shit storm to be more important ...

^^^^ This Kill the Matrix HugsHeartflowers

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RE: Sick and tired of all this shit
OP, you're feeling about the world is correct.

God says this world and everything in it are inherently evil
ever since the original sin. Jesus loves us and came to save
us from it. He promises that all who call upon him will be saved;
Jesus is the truth.

Who gave himself for our sins, that he might deliver us from
this present evil world, according to the will of God and our Father
(Galatians 1:4)


And ye now therefore have sorrow: but I will see you again,
and your heart shall rejoice, and your joy no man taketh from you.
(John 16:22)
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Count me in 2012 has been a personal hell for me
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Kill the Matrix
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Man, I'm just tired of it being so damn hard. It's never been easy for me, but the past three years have been so shitty and what's coming my way looks even worse. And no, I'm not drunk.

I don't get how in the hell I'm supposed to learn anything in this situation and it really does feel like punishment. I spent most of my life trying to grow spiritually, I really dedicated myself to that goal. It was a dead end.

No matter how hard I tried, my life just got worse. I have a lot of knowledge in that area, but no real experience. I am no closer to transcending this realm than I was when I was born even though that was the only consistent goal I have had my entire life. In fact, I am pretty sure I've take two giant steps backward. And I really don't even care about that any more because I am convinced that this idea that we can escape this cycle of rebirth and suffering is just more lies.

You know what scares me? That I will have to come back here and do this shit all over again. I might even be born with the knowledge of how utterly f**ked up this world is.

I am seriously considering spending the rest of my life gaming the system, just doing good karmic deeds in the hope that I can balance out all the bad shit. Not doing good deeds for the sake of helping others as much as creating an easier way out the next time.

I can honestly say that there has been only one year in my life when I was truly happy. It had nothing to do with money, but that I was enjoying life, doing something I felt was contributing to society and where I felt valued.

One. f*cking. Year.

Other than that, I have never gotten anything that I have wanted in life no matter what I did, no matter how hard I tried. I am not talking about material things, either. I have not always thought this way, I used to think "we create our own reality" and all that crap, and I kept a positive attitude. But when I am honest about the world, really analyzing it dispassionately, I can see that it is a completely f**ked up, unwinnable situation. The majority of people are self-serving, ignorant and evil. Most people are inherently dishonest. And I am not that way and yet I live in a world that is populated by greedy, selfish and soul less drones and somehow, I am supposed to believe that I can change how other people behave, that I can create a world of serenity and beauty in the midst of all this shit.

It's a big f*cking lie. All of it.

“Doubt not that there is a judgment day where every foul deed and deal of death will be brought to light, and justice will be meted out to the perpetrators in a most satisfying, and eternal fashion.”
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Wait Stay in the Middle
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The best solution I have found is to avoid all people if possible.I am also sick of the whole world and most the people in it.I had been through a lot but last year was the final straw when I spent years paying for a home bought from my brother to only be swindled out of it and have it sold out from under me due to a legal technicality he pulled.Had to retire due to health issues and thought I had all affairs in order to live a decent life but instead I am having to start over again.He was the only/last person in my life that I had complete trust in.Turns out he had swindled me for year including an inheritance I was suppose to have gotten that he ended up with. Good riddance now that I know.
Its a nasty world and people are just plain mean for no good reason.I can no longer find anything worthwhile and that makes me feel bad because so many people are in so much worse shape and I am thankful for what I have but everything thats important is missing.Things like love,family,good friends,faith,hope,trust,etc are no longer in existence for the majority of the people. Evil is taking over a little more each day.On top of all that people are just losing their minds.Scary world we live in now.The worst part is not knowing or believing there is any thing better,now or in the hereafter.
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06-02-2012 09:14 AM

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RE: Sick and tired of all this shit
LoP Guest  Wrote: (06-02-2012 09:02 AM)
Count me in 2012 has been a personal hell for me

2012 has been hell fer me also ... I had to bury my best friend... my sister in law died rapidly ... my mother died and 3 days later my only remaining uncle died ... to add insult to injury the taxman signaled me out as a great target to audit ...

Tis hell ... but the roses are starting to bloom in the yard and fishing is good even if ya get a shark .. plus i got a pony ...Cheers there is always good and life will change ...

TPTB like it when we are quitters ... why play their game and lose your own chance ..?

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Keep up the Faith
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06-02-2012 09:15 AM

 



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RE: Sick and tired of all this shit
Kill the Matrix  Wrote: (06-02-2012 09:07 AM)
Man, I'm just tired of it being so damn hard. It's never been easy for me, but the past three years have been so shitty and what's coming my way looks even worse. And no, I'm not drunk.

I don't get how in the hell I'm supposed to learn anything in this situation and it really does feel like punishment. I spent most of my life trying to grow spiritually, I really dedicated myself to that goal. It was a dead end.

No matter how hard I tried, my life just got worse. I have a lot of knowledge in that area, but no real experience. I am no closer to transcending this realm than I was when I was born even though that was the only consistent goal I have had my entire life. In fact, I am pretty sure I've take two giant steps backward. And I really don't even care about that any more because I am convinced that this idea that we can escape this cycle of rebirth and suffering is just more lies.

You know what scares me? That I will have to come back here and do this shit all over again. I might even be born with the knowledge of how utterly f**ked up this world is.

I am seriously considering spending the rest of my life gaming the system, just doing good karmic deeds in the hope that I can balance out all the bad shit. Not doing good deeds for the sake of helping others as much as creating an easier way out the next time.

I can honestly say that there has been only one year in my life when I was truly happy. It had nothing to do with money, but that I was enjoying life, doing something I felt was contributing to society and where I felt valued.

One. f*cking. Year.

Other than that, I have never gotten anything that I have wanted in life no matter what I did, no matter how hard I tried. I am not talking about material things, either. I have not always thought this way, I used to think "we create our own reality" and all that crap, and I kept a positive attitude. But when I am honest about the world, really analyzing it dispassionately, I can see that it is a completely f**ked up, unwinnable situation. The majority of people are self-serving, ignorant and evil. Most people are inherently dishonest. And I am not that way and yet I live in a world that is populated by greedy, selfish and soul less drones and somehow, I am supposed to believe that I can change how other people behave, that I can create a world of serenity and beauty in the midst of all this shit.

It's a big f*cking lie. All of it.

It will get better man. Trust me I felt the same exact way all my life. Word for word you just described. Just keep it up and then Something Awesome will happen Trust and Believe in yourself then it will show up to say "Hello Remember me?" Then life will be amazing.

HeartflowersHeartflowers
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Motherduck
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06-02-2012 09:16 AM

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RE: Sick and tired of all this shit
JH Unplugged  Wrote: (06-02-2012 09:14 AM)
LoP Guest  Wrote: (06-02-2012 09:02 AM)
Count me in 2012 has been a personal hell for me

2012 has been hell fer me also ... I had to bury my best friend... my sister in law died rapidly ... my mother died and 3 days later my only remaining uncle died ... to add insult to injury the taxman signaled me out as a great target to audit ...

Tis hell ... but the roses are starting to bloom in the yard and fishing is good even if ya get a shark .. plus i got a pony ...Cheers there is always good and life will change ...

TPTB like it when we are quitters ... why play their game and lose your own chance ..?

HeartflowersHugs

Love, live and laugh
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