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I FEEL A THOUGHT COMING ON IN RESPONSE TO YOUR POST...BUT I CANT SEEM TO BE ABLE TO COMMUNICATE IT... LOL IM COMING BACK TO THIS... WAIT FOR IT...........

first time i experienced the alternative reality state and remembered it was in 99.

13 years later what a journey it has been

its been the ride of my life


the last time i experienced the other side the most recent time was drug free and it was such a mind altering experience

seeing things much like being in an awakened trance

like sleep walking while awake at the same time


quite a few people whom i describe what i was seeing told me it sounded like i was on LSD and a very high dose.

I talked with close friends whom have tried LSD and they said thats what people who have never done LSD say LSD is like and that what i was going through/ went through was much more psychedelic than LSD.


My doctor said after i told him what i experienced that when i do not take medications its like taking lots of drugs without having to take them.

He calls it a chemical imbalance.


My brother told me that what is wrong with me is that i need medication to help me to relax and fall asleep and that if i do not take the medications that there is a real threat of not being able to ever sleep again.

He described it to me as having a fractured pineal gland and that what i was experiencing would only worsen with time without medications and that there is no cure for it.


much later i recovered and started to try to just take it one day at a time again and not to worry about stuff that is beyond my control and to accept the things that i can not change.

it was like being in a trance this last time

what i called the 13th dimension

light bent like tunnel vision only being in a sphere at the same time.

my computer monitor had all sorts of duplicates in my vision with my text being all sorts of different sizes and only a small window of visability that i could read from

very difficult also to walk because the ground was like walking on the peak of a roof.

i do not want to go back to that place because it was very difficult to get around in and also very difficult to tell time.

Now i like to just try and relax and enjoy life while its here.

When I was little I as well, would have the "sphere" and feeling of "height" you describe as "walking of a roof".

It would happen when I was going to bed and about to fall asleep.

As for the medication, do what works for you brother.

From personal experiences I look at them as crutches.

I know we have the ability to overcome the "problems" they would call them, naturally.

I was forced for years to take "pills" for supposed "chemical imbalances".

Yet my inner voice was saying to do otherwise.

The "medication" they give you is because you are on another level than them and they can not comprehend.

Its just a direct dose of what they give to the masses everyday at the supermarket.

Peace, and well wishes.

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first time i experienced the alternative reality state and remembered it was in 99.

13 years later what a journey it has been

its been the ride of my life


the last time i experienced the other side the most recent time was drug free and it was such a mind altering experience

seeing things much like being in an awakened trance

like sleep walking while awake at the same time


quite a few people whom i describe what i was seeing told me it sounded like i was on LSD and a very high dose.

I talked with close friends whom have tried LSD and they said thats what people who have never done LSD say LSD is like and that what i was going through/ went through was much more psychedelic than LSD.


My doctor said after i told him what i experienced that when i do not take medications its like taking lots of drugs without having to take them.

He calls it a chemical imbalance.


My brother told me that what is wrong with me is that i need medication to help me to relax and fall asleep and that if i do not take the medications that there is a real threat of not being able to ever sleep again.

He described it to me as having a fractured pineal gland and that what i was experiencing would only worsen with time without medications and that there is no cure for it.


much later i recovered and started to try to just take it one day at a time again and not to worry about stuff that is beyond my control and to accept the things that i can not change.

it was like being in a trance this last time

what i called the 13th dimension

light bent like tunnel vision only being in a sphere at the same time.

my computer monitor had all sorts of duplicates in my vision with my text being all sorts of different sizes and only a small window of visability that i could read from

very difficult also to walk because the ground was like walking on the peak of a roof.

i do not want to go back to that place because it was very difficult to get around in and also very difficult to tell time.

Now i like to just try and relax and enjoy life while its here.

When I was little I as well, would have the "sphere" and feeling of "height" you describe as "walking of a roof".

It would happen when I was going to bed and about to fall asleep.

As for the medication, do what works for you brother.

From personal experiences I look at them as crutches.

I know we have the ability to overcome the "problems" they would call them, naturally.

I was forced for years to take "pills" for supposed "chemical imbalances".

Yet my inner voice was saying to do otherwise.

The "medication" they give you is because you are on another level than them and they can not comprehend.

Its just a direct dose of what they give to the masses everyday at the supermarket.

Peace, and well wishes.

its funny

the medications help me feel normal

odd enough that i feel normal on drugs

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When I was little I as well, would have the "sphere" and feeling of "height" you describe as "walking of a roof".

It would happen when I was going to bed and about to fall asleep.

As for the medication, do what works for you brother.

From personal experiences I look at them as crutches.

I know we have the ability to overcome the "problems" they would call them, naturally.

I was forced for years to take "pills" for supposed "chemical imbalances".

Yet my inner voice was saying to do otherwise.

The "medication" they give you is because you are on another level than them and they can not comprehend.

Its just a direct dose of what they give to the masses everyday at the supermarket.

Peace, and well wishes.

its funny

the medications help me feel normal

odd enough that i feel normal on drugs

Whats normal?

Seems to me you feel normal because its the impression people are giving you, that medication for you is normal.

As I said, well wises. And a little food for thought.

My wife and I experienced time dilation back in 97’. We drove to the mall like we have done so many times before, 15 min. drive, at about 10am. Got there, walked around for about 30 min., had something to eat, and then we left to do something else. Soon as we stepped outside we knew something was wrong, the sun was setting and the parking lot was almost empty. My watch had stopped. The clock in my car was messed up. My new car would not start, had it towed. We found out that it was actually 5pm. We lost 5 hours and we still can’t explain it. The only thing is my wife noticed the sky looked weird during the morning drive to the mall. We don’t take drugs, and we are not in the habit of losing 5 hours from our lives like that.

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IM A BIG ADVOCATE FOR THE ANTI-PHARMA'S AND WAS CURIOUS, WHATS YOUR CURRENT PHYSICAL STATUS AND YOUR CURRENT DIET?

i lost 30lbs this year

lots of walking and eating less

i eat once a day if i can afford it.

luckily i have been stocking up on my weight and can afford to sleep more with out needed to eat as much.

i am 220lbs