eyeseeall  Wrote:

I know the feeling.

I'm 25, can't move back in with my parents because they are broke. I'm staying with a friend in a city full of shallow unforgiving people and I haven't worked in over 6 months no matter how hard I try to look. I get so angry at manager at these jobs that refuse to hire me that I actually grabbed one by the collar and threatened to smash his brains in if he didn't give me a job (This was after he gave me a week long run around). On top of it, I am hungry, too stressed to quit smoking, can't afford to go back to school, I have no car in a city that reaches 110 degrees in the summer PLUS a shitty bus system, I am in medical debt up to my ass for having panic disorder, and my f*cking girlfriend -- my last ditch attempt of getting out of my friends apartment (because my friend is quickly getting tired of my rentless ass), broke up with me last Thursday because she said she is "too selfish" to have a boyfriend right now, even though I was THIS -- THIS close to moving in with her. So now I am heartbroken. I am quickly losing my motivation to continue this fruitless journey of improving my quality of life that was once abundant and fresh, and I feel like giving up, but I keep waking up and putting a fake smile on my face so my roommate wont kick me out into the streets where I will be homeless . . . . even though I feel like screaming at the top of my lungs every waking second of everyday.

Someone hand me a f*cking 9mm so I can get it over with.



THAT'S THE TRUTH OF MY LIFE.
EVERY DAY IS STRUGGLE JUST TO SURVIVE FOR ME and most people that I once valued their opinion is not lending me a single helping hand!

I DONT WANT A FREE RIDE, I JUST WANT TO f*cking WORK.

Its BULLSHIT, but you have to know someone real well to get a job in this town. FACT. I don't care what anyone says. The people who say different are all cozy sitting with their 9-5s. f*ck EVERYONE HERE!

Las Vegas is a Hard City, the people are very hardened compared to anywhere else on earth. It is it's own place.

When the exodus from South Central LA invaded the town (for whatever reason) they (and OJ) found out, it is not touchy feely Californina.

Well, that's all I'm gonna say, but it actuly gets to 115 degrees and if you are homeless there you will probably not last more than a couple of years.

After 6 months of not working (and assulting someone--probably a metro warrant out for you now--look what they did to OJ and he didn't even touch anybody!) it might be time to look elsewhere for work. Because if you are homeless, it's going to be very hard getting any kind of work.

and [color=red]BEWARE[color] of the Liberals there, they are as bad as anywhere else.

Quote:Sometimes a man has to suffer the humiliation of stepping up to bat and striking out a bunch of times in order to hit a homerun. I don't know how many times YOU will need to strike out to hit YOUR homerun, but you have already found out that is how the baseball game of life works.

So, whether you have to suffer the humiliation of striking out another 10 times or even 1,000 times to hit YOUR homerun, then that is what you will have to do to win the game. Because you will not ever win unless you step up to the plate and be a man, like all of the rest of us men have to do and continue to take YOUR turns at bat.