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**LoP Guest** lop guest User ID: 94464 05-04-2012 03:54 AM

I don't know what to do. Tissue

Why do so many bad people have to work to ruin everybody's lives? Tissue

I am tired. I feel like it's all torture that few others want to recognize. I sometimes wish they would just kill me quick. Stop making a show out of it, you know? How much pleasure does my pain give them? How do I try to enjoy my life while being in so much damn pain? I wish this world had people who actually cared for others wellbeing. Doesn't seem like many of them exist. I am so tired. I try helping others, but I feel like what I do doesn't really matter. That if you rebuild, they will just blow it up again. Tissue

I love this world. Maybe that's why it gives me so much pain. Maybe I can feel the Earth's pain. I don't see things getting better. Only worse. Does anyone else feel like I do? How do you stay positive? I don't want to kill myself.

**Mike** lop guest User ID: 88229 05-04-2012 03:58 AM

LoP Guest Wrote:

I don't know what to do. Why do so many bad people have to work to ruin everybody's lives? I am tired. I feel like it's all torture that few others want to recognize. I sometimes wish they would just kill me quick. Stop making a show out of it, you know? How much pleasure does my pain give them? How do I try to enjoy my life while being in so much damn pain? I wish this world had people who actually cared for others wellbeing. Doesn't seem like many of them exist. I am so tired. I try helping others, but I feel like what I do doesn't really matter. That if you rebuild, they will just blow it up again.

I love this world. Maybe that's why it gives me so much pain. Maybe I can feel the Earth's pain. I don't see things getting better. Only worse. Does anyone else feel like I do? How do you stay positive? I don't want to kill myself.

Sounds like you need to start helping yourself and f*ck helping others for a while.

**monarca** lop guest User ID: 48475 05-04-2012 04:13 AM

LoP Guest Wrote:

I don't know what to do. Why do so many bad people have to work to ruin everybody's lives? I am tired. I feel like it's all torture that few others want to recognize. I sometimes wish they would just kill me quick. Stop making a show out of it, you know? How much pleasure does my pain give them? How do I try to enjoy my life while being in so much damn pain? I wish this world had people who actually cared for others wellbeing. Doesn't seem like many of them exist. I am so tired. I try helping others, but I feel like what I do doesn't really matter. That if you rebuild, they will just blow it up again.

I love this world. Maybe that's why it gives me so much pain. Maybe I can feel the Earth's pain. I don't see things getting better. Only worse. Does anyone else feel like I do? How do you stay positive? I don't want to kill myself.

it'll be okay. Hugs

**NutzMcTaffy**

NO matter how heavy it rains on u.. no matter how hard the wind of the storm takes ur feet out from under you.... It's Just a storm..... and the SUN always shines again

**molson**

LoP Guest Wrote:

I don't know what to do. Why do so many bad people have to work to ruin everybody's lives? I am tired. I feel like it's all torture that few others want to recognize. I sometimes wish they would just kill me quick. Stop making a show out of it, you know? How much pleasure does my pain give them? How do I try to enjoy my life while being in so much damn pain? I wish this world had people who actually cared for others wellbeing. Doesn't seem like many of them exist. I am so tired. I try helping others, but I feel like what I do doesn't really matter. That if you rebuild, they will just blow it up again.

I love this world. Maybe that's why it gives me so much pain. Maybe I can feel the Earth's pain. I don't see things getting better. Only worse. Does anyone else feel like I do? How do you stay positive? I don't want to kill myself.

. Stop yer f*ckin whinin', you goddamn sissy Jfhgrqsf

**LoP Guest** lop guest User ID: 65684 05-04-2012 05:12 AM

LoP Guest Wrote:

I don't know what to do. Why do so many bad people have to work to ruin everybody's lives? I am tired. I feel like it's all torture that few others want to recognize. I sometimes wish they would just kill me quick. Stop making a show out of it, you know? How much pleasure does my pain give them? How do I try to enjoy my life while being in so much damn pain? I wish this world had people who actually cared for others wellbeing. Doesn't seem like many of them exist. I am so tired. I try helping others, but I feel like what I do doesn't really matter. That if you rebuild, they will just blow it up again.

I love this world. Maybe that's why it gives me so much pain. Maybe I can feel the Earth's pain. I don't see things getting better. Only worse. Does anyone else feel like I do? How do you stay positive? I don't want to kill myself.

You don't want to knock off the nicest person you know?

If you have health you have everything........me, 4 years house bound!

**Vicious**

molson Wrote:

LoP Guest Wrote:
I don't know what to do. Why do so many bad people have to work to ruin everybody's lives? I am tired. I feel like it's all torture that few others want to recognize. I sometimes wish they would just kill me quick. Stop making a show out of it, you know? How much pleasure does my pain give them? How do I try to enjoy my life while being in so much damn pain? I wish this world had people who actually cared for others wellbeing. Doesn't seem like many of them exist. I am so tired. I try helping others, but I feel like what I do doesn't really matter. That if you rebuild, they will just blow it up again.

I love this world. Maybe that's why it gives me so much pain. Maybe I can feel the Earth's pain. I don't see things getting better. Only worse. Does anyone else feel like I do? How do you stay positive? I don't want to kill myself.

. Stop yer f*ckin whinin', you goddamn sissy

This makes me want to hug you.
chuckle

**LoP Guest** lop guest User ID: 62850 05-04-2012 06:28 AM

LoP Guest Wrote:

I don't know what to do. Why do so many bad people have to work to ruin everybody's lives? I am tired. I feel like it's all torture that few others want to recognize. I sometimes wish they would just kill me quick. Stop making a show out of it, you know? How much pleasure does my pain give them? How do I try to enjoy my life while being in so much damn pain? I wish this world had people who actually cared for others wellbeing. Doesn't seem like many of them exist. I am so tired. I try helping others, but I feel like what I do doesn't really matter. That if you rebuild, they will just blow it up again.

I love this world. Maybe that's why it gives me so much pain. Maybe I can feel the Earth's pain. I don't see things getting better. Only worse. Does anyone else feel like I do? How do you stay positive? I don't want to kill myself.

If you talk like this in public people will walk all over you. Raise your shield and if someone strikes out at you strike back 10 times harder. Men, women, children...doesn't matter.

The real reason people are douchebags is because no one ever shoved their fist down their throat physically or figuratively. You have to play that role.

**LoP Guest** lop guest User ID: 94475 05-04-2012 06:30 AM

I had GB and was in the hospital for a couple months and would see a young women and a small child pass my door quite often. I could hear moans from the room next door every now and again and asked the nurse what it was. She told me that the guy next door had been hit in the head with a log and was in very bad shape and didn't have long. The women and child I saw passing my doorway were his wife and child on their way to and from visiting him. I had been feeling sorry for myself due to being half paralyzed but after the nurse told me that I realized something. If you think you have it bad there is always someone who has it worse. The guy in the room next door died a couple days after that.
I have never felt sorry for myself ever since, regardless of the situation.

**HeidiLore**

OP, been there done that...the only thing that saves me is avoiding people as much as I can, throwing myself into my work (I work from home, help with hubby's business), doing my educational thing (taking classes from my nearest university online), and going out as little as possible.

I'm sorry, that is really all I have to offer. I honestly have been in your position, and gravitating away from people really helped. chuckle

**JF Priest** · **JF Priest** Subscriber User ID: 47416 05-04-2012 06:32 AM **Posts: 23,856**

LoP Guest Wrote:

I had GB and was in the hospital for a couple months and would see a young women and a small child pass my door quite often. I could hear moans from the room next door every now and again and asked the nurse what it was. She told me that the guy next door had been hit in the head with a log and was in very bad shape and didn't have long. The women and child I saw passing my doorway were his wife and child on their way to and from visiting him. I had been feeling sorry for myself due to being half paralyzed but after the nurse told me that I realized something. If you think you have it bad there is always someone who has it worse. The guy in the room next door died a couple days after that.
I have never felt sorry for myself ever since, regardless of the situation.

**Zero Point**

Log in Skippy.

**PENDULUM**

LoP Guest Wrote:

I don't know what to do. Why do so many bad people have to work to ruin everybody's lives? I am tired. I feel like it's all torture that few others want to recognize. I sometimes wish they would just kill me quick. Stop making a show out of it, you know? How much pleasure does my pain give them? How do I try to enjoy my life while being in so much damn pain? I wish this world had people who actually cared for others wellbeing. Doesn't seem like many of them exist. I am so tired. I try helping others, but I feel like what I do doesn't really matter. That if you rebuild, they will just blow it up again.

I love this world. Maybe that's why it gives me so much pain. Maybe I can feel the Earth's pain. I don't see things getting better. Only worse. Does anyone else feel like I do? How do you stay positive? I don't want to kill myself.

To hell with suicide....my sister went that route at 28, I was 24....I ALMOST bought that ticket, but I'm still on the ride....and will be til they pry my cold dead fingers from the caboose...

**ZeroToad**

y0u come to LoP for psychiatric help? doomed

Ribbit

**assbeef**

LoP Guest Wrote:

I don't know what to do. Why do so many bad people have to work to ruin everybody's lives? I am tired. I feel like it's all torture that few others want to recognize. I sometimes wish they would just kill me quick. Stop making a show out of it, you know? How much pleasure does my pain give them? How do I try to enjoy my life while being in so much damn pain? I wish this world had people who actually cared for others wellbeing. Doesn't seem like many of them exist. I am so tired. I try helping others, but I feel like what I do doesn't really matter. That if you rebuild, they will just blow it up again.

I love this world. Maybe that's why it gives me so much pain. Maybe I can feel the Earth's pain. I don't see things getting better. Only worse. Does anyone else feel like I do? How do you stay positive? I don't want to kill myself.

this world aint worth it.