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**rentgirl**

Agonist Wrote:

LoP Guest Wrote:
I don't know what to do. Why do so many bad people have to work to ruin everybody's lives? I am tired. I feel like it's all torture that few others want to recognize. I sometimes wish they would just kill me quick. Stop making a show out of it, you know? How much pleasure does my pain give them? How do I try to enjoy my life while being in so much damn pain? I wish this world had people who actually cared for others wellbeing. Doesn't seem like many of them exist. I am so tired. I try helping others, but I feel like what I do doesn't really matter. That if you rebuild, they will just blow it up again.

I love this world. Maybe that's why it gives me so much pain. Maybe I can feel the Earth's pain. I don't see things getting better. Only worse. Does anyone else feel like I do? How do you stay positive? I don't want to kill myself.

Sounds like you need to start helping yourself and f*ck helping others for a while.

such good advice :)

**LoP Guest** lop guest User ID: 44359 05-04-2012 07:11 AM

LoP Guest Wrote:

I don't know what to do. Why do so many bad people have to work to ruin everybody's lives? I am tired. I feel like it's all torture that few others want to recognize. I sometimes wish they would just kill me quick. Stop making a show out of it, you know? How much pleasure does my pain give them? How do I try to enjoy my life while being in so much damn pain? I wish this world had people who actually cared for others wellbeing. Doesn't seem like many of them exist. I am so tired. I try helping others, but I feel like what I do doesn't really matter. That if you rebuild, they will just blow it up again.

I love this world. Maybe that's why it gives me so much pain. Maybe I can feel the Earth's pain. I don't see things getting better. Only worse. Does anyone else feel like I do? How do you stay positive? I don't want to kill myself.

Some people make mistakes. They don't realize it until it is too late.

**roadtoad**

sounds like you might be depressed, I recommend professional help.

**Luvapottamus**

Time for a newz fast, OP.

Stay away from tv and the web for a little while.

Go out and get some sun if you aren't already.

Plant a garden.

**The Lucky AC** Everything in life is luck User ID: 888 05-04-2012 11:08 AM

Service to self and then to others. Look after yourself for a while. Put the pain down. Leave it alone. Forget it, it's not yours any more.

Stop & breathe. You are the most awesome thing in the universe.

Heartflowers

**LoP Guest** lop guest User ID: 91319 05-04-2012 11:14 AM

when in need
smoke some weed
an f*ck all that greed
indeed

**LoP Guest** lop guest User ID: 49554 05-04-2012 11:23 AM

When everything is equal, nothing is worth any more attention than anything else. The fundamental basis for action is to evade suffering. Whether it is in the form of boredom and ennui or a more profound sadness, selfishness becomes the primary mode of existence. This is not to say that selfishness is always to the obvious benefit of the individual but rather that their actions are the product of their desire to avoid misery.

As preoccupation seems to be the most preferred form of denial, the selfish nature of survival becomes entirely subjective. Without any ultimate criterion there can be no objective moral standpoint, yet the mere observation of any interaction immediately shows that it is precisely moral standpoints that define us. With no basis on which to think anything, this concept becomes almost unbearable. In the light of pointlessness why not choose oblivion?

With desires that ultimately amount to nothing, the immediate unbearable moment of existence is countered equally by the unbearable thought of being the direct cause of suffering to others. I cannot resign from all actions but to subject others to suffering, I cannot make one action without the same result.

In desperation for solace the contention is posed; "Why feel sorry for yourself when another will always have it worse?" An invalid argument amounts to nothing more than taking comfort in another's misery and is deplorable. The pinnacle of narcissism. The evidence for the case. Empathy is so generally lacked that the vast well of suffering that makes the statement possible at all is a source of consolation rather despair.