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**ULP UNKNOWN LUNATIC POSTER**

Remember that old song row row your boat? Life is but a dream?

I am stuck at knowing the right course to take. Everything seems to collapse around me no matter how much I try or try to avoid conflict. I do not know what to do about my religion because I am so very confused. On one hand I want to believe and on the other hand I am not sure what to believe. Why does everything seemed so fudged up? People are nuts or maybe I am just nuts. I do not know. I do not fit in in this reality and need something different but what it is I can not tell you. When I look back on my short life of only 26 years it does feel like just a dream. Maybe this life is the dream and the next life is reality who knows...

all i know is i am growing tired of all the bs and not sure of what to do or which way to turn.

**Truth**

Welcome to the club. My best advice is not to worry about what is true and false, as much as what is positive and negative in what you believe. If you need to rewrite your past / beliefs to get beyond the mind block..do it.

**LoP Guest** lop guest User ID: 99114 09-22-2012 04:14 PM

ULP UNKNOWN LUNATIC POSTER Wrote:

Remember that old song row row your boat? Life is but a dream?

I am stuck at knowing the right course to take. Everything seems to collapse around me no matter how much I try or try to avoid conflict. I do not know what to do about my religion because I am so very confused. On one hand I want to believe and on the other hand I am not sure what to believe. Why does everything seemed so fudged up? People are nuts or maybe I am just nuts. I do not know. I do not fit in in this reality and need something different but what it is I can not tell you. When I look back on my short life of only 26 years it does feel like just a dream. Maybe this life is the dream and the next life is reality who knows...

all i know is i am growing tired of all the bs and not sure of what to do or which way to turn.

Stop trying to avoid conflict. Invite it in. I am not saying you should go looking for conflict or try to cause conflict, but when it appears invite it in. It is there to show you something. If you want to know the truth, then desire nothing but the truth. Always be honest especially with yourself. You have to give up everything you have learned to know the truth. It may not be what you think it is. To know it, you have to face all of yourself. Most people are not up to the challenge. They are afraid of what they will find. It is not an easy journey, it is filled with much suffering until you learn to neither avoid (resist) or grasp (cling), and love all of yourself.

**evilolive** · (This post was last modified: 09-22-2012 04:23 PM by evilolive.)

You're a guy who wants to figure stuff out, and to finally actually full on "know it all" in the end. You're never going to know it all, whether your religion is true or the way you're going or if you're going the right way. I think that is what needs to be accepted in you.

You won't know, everything is uncertainty, live life learning to know, not learning to know it all.... Don't worry about the definite, just live!

**LoP Guest** lop guest User ID: 119049 09-22-2012 04:30 PM

Find the way back to your Source. Which one? - The one you came.

**~*~sang~froid~*~**

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nY9lXSm3HVA

**ULP UNKNOWN LUNATIC POSTER**

thanks for all the advice so hard to know what the right choice is these days.