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Had a bad day need to vent need a hug need a job that oays
Ui’lani87
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03-11-2018 03:31 PM

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Had a bad day need to vent need a hug need a job that oays
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Well I’m not saying that I am normal I can totally accept that I am a total anomaly a survivor and a warrior at times to irrational and impulsive but not crazy. Mom was addicted to coke real dad a closet gay man adopted dad an abusive alcoholic but never touched me sexually and I call my step dad my dad he did legally adopt me and kick my mom out tell she quit cocaine well while my mom was out and about I was being baby sat by a four hundred pound pedofile. He raped me daily performed oral sex on me and fashioned penis out of play dough bought me barbies to not tell any one this went on for two years. I finally told my aunt who had verbal Paul’s about what was going on and she told her mom and her school and next thing I know I’m removed postive Sperm matching JR DNA and he was slapped with probation. I was in six different foster homes from 5-6 years old and of them 4 sexually assulted me and 5 beat my ass for wetting to bed something could not help as I am a victim of sexual brutality it took me to eleven years old to stop wetting to bed. That last foster home was such wonderful
Peoples a good family I really wish I could remember the names I know it was in south point Hawaii on a beautiful ranch such a loving soft spoken mother can’t remeber what the foster dad was like but I know he treated his family very good. At six years old Virgina Isabel helped my mom
Get me back. Do I resent her for doing so? Hell yes because what should have been enough sexual abuse I suffered through was only the ice berg the beginning of my trauma and abuses. Mom decided that I needed to be labeled disabled, she gave me some cosine and then I think speed of pharmacy grade I remember the first time she dosed me up I was an infant and she was horney and wanted to f*#k some random guy and get high with him. God the things I’ve been through I will give my life to make sure my kids do not suffer through similar things. Mom died two years ago and I told her I forgive her but I’m still learning to I guess her mom was allot worse then here. Stripper alcoholic leaved her kids alone with known child abusers for long periods of time. Moms real dad as a fire man who fell off 8 story steal later and was addicted to Vicodin ( stuff don’t help me at all not even 20) but I am on opioids no comment as to which and I don’t think I would have ever allowed the doctors to prescribed me these if I knew my life would crumble and surrounding about having my pain meds. Can not sleep no pain meds. Can not get off the toilet no mater if I never eat means I have no pains meds. Can not do anything g but try to figure out how to obtain pain meds well the doctors hooked me and cut me for being robbed. See doctors create these heroin epidemic by cutting true chronic pain suffers like myself off most times it’s because age I’m to young being 30 years d is like a crime to hurt this badly. 1999 I had my first operation and in 2011 I had ovarian cancer I wanted to get every thing removed what does this have
To do with my mom? Everything see she forced me on birth control at 11 I had my period and stuff it stopped it it stopped me from growing she would wrap my feet so they don’t grow they are size five to six even though
I’m
30 years old I’ve been in menopause for two years now because I needed to have all of my cancerous tissues removed Ovarian and utirine cancer positive BRCA 1&2 gene mutation first grandpa Rick died from testicular cancer and then my mom died from
Pulmonary embolism button sister fought the
Corinor To put Morphine Overdose but the nurse Said She had Zero trace and I was never brought to see her body so having a hard time emotionally to
Let her go even though so much travesty came upon me by her being my motjer. But honestly I loved my mother so much that I would be so anixous at
School worried about her want go home longing to be hm with
HeR she constantly over
Dowsed on Tylenol 3
And NyQuil
Wrote
Suicide notes and never was successful Beacause
I tried to be there very moment
So much
So
I allow d her
To make me ill sympathy l ad to money hitch led to greed hitch led to distruction. Today I stole a gun to seal revenge
On some
One
Who robbed my husband which snowballs into many being hurt
But
My best friend stopped
Me
I was
Pissed
But
You
Know what it’s a good thing I never lay a finger in the ones who assaulted me they ashould be a shamed of attacking me being in very tiny and sick and already have so
Much pain now it’s so bad I can’t even sleep and I’m so tired of being me but Imdont even know who I am any more.
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03-11-2018 03:34 PM

 



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RE: Had a bad day need to vent need a hug need a job that oays
tl;dr
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03-11-2018 03:35 PM

 



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RE: Had a bad day need to vent need a hug need a job that oays
Hugs
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03-11-2018 03:39 PM

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RE: Had a bad day need to vent need a hug need a job that oays
geez lady.

im so sorry you went through all that..

i wish i had better words for you..

but you have had to be a warrior..

i wish you all the best, i really do..

Hugs Heartflowers

Just Plain Nuts.
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RE: Had a bad day need to vent need a hug need a job that oays
Bump
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03-11-2018 06:00 PM

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Hugs and Heartflowers

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aqmah
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03-11-2018 06:16 PM

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tl;dr but Hkiss
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03-11-2018 07:07 PM

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RE: Had a bad day need to vent need a hug need a job that oays
much love from me ui. sorry all those things happened.[Image: xoxo-smiley-emoticon.gif]

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Iam in no way in support of articles i post.
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Sympathy for the Devil
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03-11-2018 07:12 PM

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RE: Had a bad day need to vent need a hug need a job that oays
I'm so sorry you had to do this here.

May you be well supported by the community and have a wonderful life and be healed from all pain.

brheart Hugs

Let there be light in the beginning, and justice in the end.
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Ui’lani87
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03-11-2018 07:13 PM

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RE: Had a bad day need to vent need a hug need a job that oays
I’m ya k you all Om
Going to try to write a book i submitted that to chicken noodle soup for the soul.
I have a whole bunch of typos and I never proof read it even once probably should but lazy and in pain tosy
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03-11-2018 07:49 PM

 



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Please go to rehab. Hugs
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Ui’lani87
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03-11-2018 08:37 PM

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RE: Had a bad day need to vent need a hug need a job that oays
LoP Guest  Wrote: (03-11-2018 07:49 PM)
Please go to rehab. Hugs

Why ? Watch the damn ted talk I’m
Prescribed meds and cut off cold turkey I’m
Doing the best I can do to manage
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03-11-2018 08:40 PM

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Saints Facing You  Wrote: (03-11-2018 07:12 PM)
I'm so sorry you had to do this here.

May you be well supported by the community and have a wonderful life and be healed from all pain.

brheart Hugs
I trust this website it’s not American owned I don’t trust counceling or theripst or shrinks they call
And make trouble for me zero reason
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RE: Had a bad day need to vent need a hug need a job that oays
Ui’lani87  Wrote: (03-11-2018 08:37 PM)
LoP Guest  Wrote: (03-11-2018 07:49 PM)
Please go to rehab. Hugs

Why ? Watch the damn ted talk I’m
Prescribed meds and cut off cold turkey I’m
Doing the best I can do to manage

The only thing you're managing is your perpetrating lifestyle that’s filled drugs and violence.
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