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Sudden Infant Death Syndrome
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Sudden Infant Death Syndrome
I never got over the death of my first child.

Waking up to her dead in her crib absolutely destroyed me at the time.
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horn RE: Sudden Infant Death Syndrome
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https://ian2day.com/2016/03/04/my-story/


“The great danger of the future,” Delgado warned, “is that we will have robotized human beings who are not aware that they have been robotized.”
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RE: Sudden Infant Death Syndrome
b̶a̶n̶n̶e̶d̶  Wrote: (01-12-2021 04:29 PM)
I never got over the death of my first child.

Waking up to her dead in her crib absolutely destroyed me at the time.

Wow, I'm sorry to hear about this, I had no idea. Nlmsbnis

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RE: Sudden Infant Death Syndrome
Ian2day.com  Wrote: (01-12-2021 04:30 PM)
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RE: Sudden Infant Death Syndrome
b̶a̶n̶n̶e̶d̶  Wrote: (01-12-2021 04:29 PM)
I never got over the death of my first child.

Waking up to her dead in her crib absolutely destroyed me at the time.

Isnt it linked to some leak of gas or something?
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RE: Sudden Infant Death Syndrome
My mother was preggies but lost it due to domesric violence....I try to to think about it.

Always a clean chop.
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RE: Sudden Infant Death Syndrome
PopEye  Wrote: (01-12-2021 04:31 PM)
b̶a̶n̶n̶e̶d̶  Wrote: (01-12-2021 04:29 PM)
I never got over the death of my first child.

Waking up to her dead in her crib absolutely destroyed me at the time.

Wow, I'm sorry to hear about this, I had no idea. Nlmsbnis

Yes. Her name is Brielle. She was born on April 20th about 11 years ago.

[Image: qSPHHjW.png]


I do not want sympathy dear Popeye. Hugs


You are probably much more sadder than I am right now.


It hurt. I died. I was never okay, again.


I'm bringing this up because people like to mention my children who are alive.


They aren't with me, I did what I had to do for me and them.


I wanted to not sleep.


If I don't sleep...they don't die... Right?

So I started using drugs to stay awake...


Can't sleep...don't sleep...


Before the situation got out of hand...I told my Mom..and their other grandmother...

Nevertheless my babies are happy and prospering and we talk pretty much every day....



Video Chat




They used to go to the beach almost every weekend before Covid...



I have never even seen a beach.
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RE: Sudden Infant Death Syndrome
LoP Guest  Wrote: (01-12-2021 04:34 PM)
b̶a̶n̶n̶e̶d̶  Wrote: (01-12-2021 04:29 PM)
I never got over the death of my first child.

Waking up to her dead in her crib absolutely destroyed me at the time.

Isnt it linked to some leak of gas or something?

I honestly hadn't heard that. But I can not say "no'' to you for sure.


I just know it happens : (


For the most part...they don't know why...it's just sudden
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RE: Sudden Infant Death Syndrome
b̶a̶n̶n̶e̶d̶  Wrote: (01-12-2021 04:39 PM)
PopEye  Wrote: (01-12-2021 04:31 PM)
Wow, I'm sorry to hear about this, I had no idea. Nlmsbnis

Yes. Her name is Brielle. She was born on April 20th about 11 years ago.

[Image: qSPHHjW.png]


I do not want sympathy dear Popeye. Hugs


You are probably much more sadder than I am right now.


It hurt. I died. I was never okay, again.


I'm bringing this up because people like to mention my children who are alive.


They aren't with me, I did what I had to do for me and them.


I wanted to not sleep.


If I don't sleep...they don't die... Right?

So I started using drugs to stay awake...


Can't sleep...don't sleep...


Before the situation got out of hand...I told my Mom..and their other grandmother...

Nevertheless my babies are happy and prospering and we talk pretty much every day....



Video Chat




They used to go to the beach almost every weekend before Covid...



I have never even seen a beach.
I think that I understand.

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horn RE: Sudden Infant Death Syndrome
I've experienced the loss of a wanted child. My ex-wife had a miscarriage at 16 weeks. We were never the same again. Words can not quantify how you feel when something like this happens.

The Resistance Is Now!

https://ian2day.com/2016/03/04/my-story/


“The great danger of the future,” Delgado warned, “is that we will have robotized human beings who are not aware that they have been robotized.”
http://www.constantinereport.com/hearing...periments/
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RE: Sudden Infant Death Syndrome
b̶a̶n̶n̶e̶d̶  Wrote: (01-12-2021 04:39 PM)
PopEye  Wrote: (01-12-2021 04:31 PM)
Wow, I'm sorry to hear about this, I had no idea. Nlmsbnis

Yes. Her name is Brielle. She was born on April 20th about 11 years ago.

[Image: qSPHHjW.png]


I do not want sympathy dear Popeye. Hugs


You are probably much more sadder than I am right now.


It hurt. I died. I was never okay, again.


I'm bringing this up because people like to mention my children who are alive.


They aren't with me, I did what I had to do for me and them.


I wanted to not sleep.


If I don't sleep...they don't die... Right?

So I started using drugs to stay awake...


Can't sleep...don't sleep...


Before the situation got out of hand...I told my Mom..and their other grandmother...

Nevertheless my babies are happy and prospering and we talk pretty much every day....



Video Chat




They used to go to the beach almost every weekend before Covid...



I have never even seen a beach.

They are sooo happy...they say HI MOMMA ...they love mommy


and I was able to fix my life ... take some counseling...


I stopped doing drugs ...but I still smoke weed ...


Plus I'm schizoid affective...and I have ptsd and insomnia...


some things are irreversible...


But what matters to me more than my children is my own sanity...


and is what should matter to anyone who truly "cares"...

and it does in my real life
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abduct RE: Sudden Infant Death Syndrome
PopEye  Wrote: (01-12-2021 04:42 PM)
b̶a̶n̶n̶e̶d̶  Wrote: (01-12-2021 04:39 PM)
Yes. Her name is Brielle. She was born on April 20th about 11 years ago.

[Image: qSPHHjW.png]


I do not want sympathy dear Popeye. Hugs


You are probably much more sadder than I am right now.


It hurt. I died. I was never okay, again.


I'm bringing this up because people like to mention my children who are alive.


They aren't with me, I did what I had to do for me and them.


I wanted to not sleep.


If I don't sleep...they don't die... Right?

So I started using drugs to stay awake...


Can't sleep...don't sleep...


Before the situation got out of hand...I told my Mom..and their other grandmother...

Nevertheless my babies are happy and prospering and we talk pretty much every day....



Video Chat




They used to go to the beach almost every weekend before Covid...



I have never even seen a beach.
I think that I understand.

Okay. Fhug

: )
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01-12-2021 04:46 PM

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RE: Sudden Infant Death Syndrome
Ian2day.com  Wrote: (01-12-2021 04:43 PM)
I've experienced the loss of a wanted child. My ex-wife had a miscarriage at 16 weeks. We were never the same again. Words can not quantify how you feel when something like this happens.

I am very sorry to hear that, Ian. Fhug


Can you tell me how it affected you two afterwards?


As a whole, and separately?

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RE: Sudden Infant Death Syndrome
Wow that was a bit powerful
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Lopinator  Wrote: (01-12-2021 04:39 PM)
My mother was preggies but lost it due to domesric violence....I try to to think about it.

I am sorry to hear that, and sorry to have skipped this.


I know her struggle. I really do. Fhug
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